The antithesis of euphoria

The title of today's thread probably sums up my current state of mind. I am trying to stay positive but sometimes there's a need tilt my mind and unload all negative weight that floats in there. This happens to be a terrific channel for that.

I've had a long day at campus. 4 meetings in one day, that squeezed out most of my energy. On top of that I'm trying to figure out why some people are impossible to communicate with. Some people tend to make the least complicated conversations as complex mind mazes. The funny thing is that nothing works when it comes to possible solutions for the problem. Silence doesn't work (because we need to talk). I've tried to engage in conversations with this moron but it still doesn't work. There was a time though, when this individual would come to me any time and we could talk easily about almost anything. Those days are gone and now this asshole is giving me a hard time. Thanks. This is what I call gratitude.

Another thing, I need to make an announcement once again. Lex Jante is still something that bothers me and that exists in my everyday life. It popped up today during a conversation with a guy at campus. His propaganda was too much for me so I tried to round it off politely, telling him that his views on certain issues were antique and narrowminded. Deep inside I felt like punching him in the face, but that isn't civilized or correct in any way. I guess it's a part of the culture of the society we live in. It's difficult to rub it off without facing problems. All I know is that is a stupid way of thinking and that it prevents progress.

So, with this being said, I'll leave. If she plays heavy with me it's her loss. In other words, if she doesn't like me, too bad!