Echoes from the past

The days are getting longer and the weather is steadily improving for every week that passes. It makes it even harder to stay inside (which is a good thing I guess). The only problem is to find something interesting and decent to do outside of the house. Everybody I know is busy with their own lives. It's either work or studies, and I have no problems with that. I just need to get my ass out today. Wherever, I don't care. I just can't sit home and wait for the day to be over anymore.

I had a few acquaintances from my past yesterday, and it struck me this morning that I am pretty affected by these acquaintances, more than I thought I would be. It can be described as a reminder of how well things were twelve months ago (and during most of 2008 as a whole), and also as a reminder of how different things are now. Not to mention that I felt slightly anxious about returning to a place where all friends are gone. There will only be strangers left. Suddenly I started to feel how much I have been missing the life as a student. I started to miss my friends from university.

I cannot see any clouds on the sky today and I feel like leaving house soon. I'll see what I'll do. There are some things I need to take care of first.

Have a nice day.

Sunny Friday evening

The sun has been shining today and I have had peace and quiet. I spent a significant amount of time of the afternoon on the phone with friends that I haven't heard from the last two months, and I spent a couple of hours with an old friend, chitchatting and talking about life in the warming sunshine on this beautiful spring day.

The conclusion of the day is that life is a bitch for everyone more or less. Nobody lives a sunshine story life. It's all about how you manage to dodge through life's many mysteries and miseries. The good times are what's worth to live for, and it's also what you yourself take with you. Everything else is somehow unimportant.

Tomorrow will hopefully be another beautiful day. The sun will be shining and I will hopefully get to spend some time with friends I haven't seen in a while. Unfortunately, someone very significant won't be around me (yes, I know that I repeat this in almost every post, but it's because it means so much to me!). I miss my girlfriend and I wish that I could be with her. I miss her so much!

I think I need to make some travel planning soon. I need something to look forward to. I need an environmental change. Most importantly, I need You.