Tuesday evening in the sunny rain

Sunset, a beautiful view and peace. I never though this combination did me so good, but is something I learned to know this summer. Now that the days are shorter, the temperatures have fallen and the rain keeps pouring down, I already miss the warm and beautiful summer nights.


It's Tuesday evening and my departure to Austria is slowly approaching. I am optimistic and hopeful to have a good experience, and I also hope that I won't be unfairly treated again. Most of all I hope that I'll be rid of all feelings of confusion and disillusion. It's not inspiring in any way and it is constantly energy consuming source.

My work is slowly being rounded off and it is time to report the results of almost four months of working. It feels good and I am very happy about having the opportunity to start working earlier this year, following everything else that had happened. It really helped me in my recovering and it saved me from a mental breakdown. It felt great in the beginning to have something to do during the days and it still feels great. After months of inactivity and isolation it was wonderful to be "useful" again.

Thank you for reading.