Off to Austria

Alright, I'm leaving town early tomorrow morning for a well needed (and deserved) break from Sweden (again). I'm spending one week in Austria to catch up with some friends and most importantly, to spend time with my girlfriend.

See you soon!

Free

A few days ago I was told that one of the heaviest burdens that an individual could possibly bear, has been lifted off of my tired shoulders. I was too tired to even realize that the boulder that had casted a shadow on my life for some time now was gone. I was not ready to be happy. I still have my doubts.

I feel well. I want to feel well. Fear is a dark and cold shadow. Life is a long walk and I want to avoid the shadows. I can't deny that I'm a little scared. I can't deny it, I'm disappointed. But I really hope it's over now. I want to be free from this burden, this disease, this pain and this hell. Cancer is not only a deadly disease, it also kills a lot of your soul before it takes care of the rest of you. Now I'm back from hell, free from fear, destruction and illness - ready to restart life.