On a sunny day in July...

The weeks in the middle of the summer have always brought me some sense of content. Even though things can be bad during these weeks, I always enjoy these weeks as some of the very best every year. I am enjoying the "elbow room". The summer is indeed beautiful.



After some time of inactivity (guess why!) I can update you with the following:

• I miss Nicole, she is far far away (even further than she usually is) for a while, and I miss her extremely much.
  
• Djurgården sucks, and their fans are more entertaining than their footballplayers at the moment.
  
  
  
  
• AIK and the pronounced (by me of course) hillbilly Mikael Stahre have both surprised me in a positive way so far this season. It was fantastic to see AIK beat IFK Göteborg last night.
• I miss Nicole.
• I feel that time is flying and I have to admit that I despite my desire for changes and a paradigm shift, don't like the fact that time is flying away.
  
• I still miss Nicole.

A very strange period of time (which probably isn't over yet) has taken (is taking) place. I am fed up with it but I can't do much about it either. I just try to live through it and to appreciate that I'm not lying in a hospital right now, suffering from pain or terminal illness. I can walk and I can run. I can eat normally and I can sleep.

Life can be so beautiful sometimes, in the middle of the night. In the middle of the day. At dusk, at dawn. By the water when the sun sets, on the the top of the cliff where nobody can reach you. Through good times and through bad times, through misery and gloom. I know the value of one day.